Thought for the day. (Might be random)

 Have you ever had a horrible feeling? Like you just couldn't go on? Or like the devil is just targeting you? I felt this after getting my Patriarchal blessing. He already knew what I was going to do, what I didn't know, and what I was capable of. I didn't, when I found out what I would be and do, he fought to change my life. I felt like there was nothing else left for me in the world, at some points I felt like letting him win, I felt like I didn't have enough strength to keep going on and to keep doing what I have been doing my entire life. I thought about how I would go to young women's to escape everything at school and to get away from the world and how, at the time, my young women's wasn't like that. There was gossip and cliques and certain groups of people who wouldn't talk to the other people. My young women's was a high school where you talked about the gospel. I was still having a hard time with life. I went to my friends ward, which happened to be my old ward, I felt more loved in a ward I hadn't been to in two years. I changed wards, and with the feeling that I got from that ward helped me find the strength that I needed to get back up and continue living the life that I had lived before. The devil still tries to tempt me and everyone else but with the love that the Parkside young women and the leaders give me I have the strength to get back up and tell him no and make him fear what I can do. I love the quote that says, "Be the kind of women that when you wake up the devil says, oh no. She's up." I am that women once again, and I couldn't have come back to being her without the love that they gave me. I just want to say thank you to the Parkside young women and leaders for helping when they didn't know they were.

Chemistry

I'm a TA in chemistry and today they watched a documentary about global warming. I get that some people find it crazy and say that the arctic is melting but they don't take the time to show the public that the other side is growing a foot a day. At the end of the year there quite possibly may be 365 feet of new ice in the arctic, but media won't show you that. Another point is that we used to  be in an ice age..... Think about it the world had been heating up for a really long time. The weather was melting the ice from that, it's just continuing what it started. Man can't control the weather, no matter how much they try. People need to think about that and how they try and try, but can't do it. That's all. 😃 

Seminary

So today is seminary the devotional was about apperances, and a girl made a comment about how non-members think of us as strict and above them. I thought it was a good point, however the boy I sit next to told us that it was wrong, and that they think of themselves as below us. I agree with the girl about how they think we think we are above them, because of our apperance they have that thought. I never really thought about how people thought of people that dressed well and and respected themselves would have negative thoughts about them. 

However another boy, different, from the first, said that some students in a class of his had better respect for him because if his apperance and the way he acts. 

I guess it's just about how you look at it, you could have people judging you or people respecting you. All because of the way you look and act.

...Today...

Today I got my wisdom teeth out, I went in and they got done super-fast and I now have a huge face, and I can't feel most of it. It's fine now, but later when everything stops working I will be in pain. My little sister, Clarissa is in charge of taking care of me, she has asked me so many times if I want my ice cream. I'm glad she is so caring; I know I'll be in great hands! :)