Thought for the day. (Might be random)

 Have you ever had a horrible feeling? Like you just couldn't go on? Or like the devil is just targeting you? I felt this after getting my Patriarchal blessing. He already knew what I was going to do, what I didn't know, and what I was capable of. I didn't, when I found out what I would be and do, he fought to change my life. I felt like there was nothing else left for me in the world, at some points I felt like letting him win, I felt like I didn't have enough strength to keep going on and to keep doing what I have been doing my entire life. I thought about how I would go to young women's to escape everything at school and to get away from the world and how, at the time, my young women's wasn't like that. There was gossip and cliques and certain groups of people who wouldn't talk to the other people. My young women's was a high school where you talked about the gospel. I was still having a hard time with life. I went to my friends ward, which happened to be my old ward, I felt more loved in a ward I hadn't been to in two years. I changed wards, and with the feeling that I got from that ward helped me find the strength that I needed to get back up and continue living the life that I had lived before. The devil still tries to tempt me and everyone else but with the love that the Parkside young women and the leaders give me I have the strength to get back up and tell him no and make him fear what I can do. I love the quote that says, "Be the kind of women that when you wake up the devil says, oh no. She's up." I am that women once again, and I couldn't have come back to being her without the love that they gave me. I just want to say thank you to the Parkside young women and leaders for helping when they didn't know they were.